My Heart is Singing

For once in my life I have found something that I truly want. Something I love. Sadly, I believe I have lost it. I have broken it into pieces where it will never let me touch it again. I love it. It's misunderstood. It makes me feel so great inside even when it angers me. I feel more alive. I feel free. I like it even though it is flawed. I like it's flaws. They make it different. Make it stand out from the rest. It's unlike anything I've ever met. Unlike anything I've ever had feelings for. I know it makes no sense but that's what is the greatest about it. It makes me feel so great that I can say this. That I can actually mean it. And even though it may never read this, I still write it. Because I'll risk everything for it even if that means I loose many things along with it. Because for once I know what I want and I know what I love.